So here I am, in a hospital bed feeling hopeless as usual. Yesterday I walked over 2550 steps and was so proud of myself, just to wake up today feeling like death. I've walked only 150 steps today, because I'm in physical and mental pain. I hate not knowing what I'm going to wake up... Continue Reading →
This is just another blog since it’s 2am, and can’t sleep.
So here I am rewatching all of Greys Anatomy. I don't feel tired tonight, I just keep thinking about life and everything that comes with it. Life changes in the matter of seconds. And I hate that factor. I have lived a life that many should have never had to live. But yet I was... Continue Reading →
Everything that’s happened since my last post.. Chemotherapy Round #6; December 29th.
So basically after I completed my last blog post; I changed. I finally got hit with a bus called cancer. I finally felt all the symptoms I tried to prepare myself for.. but there was no preparing for what had happened. My body wanted to shut down. So to begin, I did one more round... Continue Reading →
Round #4 Chemotherapy Day 1 &2; October 21st 2020
Before I begin my blog my friend Amber created a gofund me for me! Here is the link and know that anything and everything is appreciated. I'm just still struggling with getting state assistance and I still have bills and a little boy to support so even a share helps ♥ : https://gf.me/u/y5pzbj So I'm... Continue Reading →
The real truth
So it's been awhile since I've posted and it's because the cancer finally hit me. It's been hard wanting to talk to everyone like I have been when the truth is, I've lost all this positive hope I had. Cancer fucking sucks. And it's draining me. I've wanted to give up more than I ever... Continue Reading →
Round #3 Chemotherapy Day 3 & 4; September 18th & 19th 2020 *Vlog #3 added at bottom*
So the last two days I have been feeling amazing! If you follow me on Facebook you'll see tons of pictures I've been taking and man does it feel good to be able to do that. I was so sick, and now that I'm not I feel amazing. I feel like I can move again,... Continue Reading →
Round #3 Chemotherapy Day 2; September 16th 2020
Hey everyone! Day 2 hasn't been so bad, I'm feeling much better now and that's a huge benefit. I was so sick I couldn't do anything, so not blowing my nose and coughing every 5 seconds feels amazing. You always take for granted how good it is to not be sick until you get sick.... Continue Reading →
Round #3 Chemotherapy Day 1; September 15th 2020
I'm back again for round 3 of chemotherapy. I started doing a little more research on what exactly my chemo was and I was wrong about what I thought I was doing. My nurse sat with me and showed me that I am doing something called EPOCHR. It's Etoposide, Doxorubicin, Cylophosphamide, Vincristine, Predisone, and Rituximab.... Continue Reading →
Welcome to the life of Courtney Leonard 🌻 