So when you think about cancer, everyone tells you about all the scary stuff. Doctors instill fear inside of you. Even though you are already scared, they don't make it much easier. I had an 11cm mass growing in my chest that was causing me an unbearable amount of pain. So in my best interest... Continue Reading →
I’ll call this the transitioning phase 12.21.21
Well, I'm back to myself just about all the way. And I say that with pride and confidence. I've had a fucking crazy few months but I'm here for the ride I guess. I'll list a few things that's happened, lost a close friend, got off all serious medications I needed to all on my... Continue Reading →
Todays thought’s 9.5.21′
Wow, It sure has been some time since I've made an update about my life and what all has been happening. But I've been busy being a mom and to see how many months have passed already is insane. March?! Thats the last time I made a blog update. What is wrong with me?! Leave... Continue Reading →
Just some thoughts.. Blog Update 3.22.21
Well today I feel like I've been hit by a bus. What they don't tell you about cancer is what recovery from chemo might be like. For me it's been a new battle. I'm trying to be the best mom I can be, yet being that mom is SO hard while I feel like utter... Continue Reading →
Update on life as a cancer patient- March 6th.2021
Well for one thing I am feeling much better! Last time I blogged I was in the hospital with what ended up being a pulled muscle in my chest. Life is starting to resume. I have been able to meet my walking goals lately and I'm in less pain each day! It's nice seeing improvement... Continue Reading →
Chemotherapy Round 6, Day 4. December 31st, 2020.
So here I am, in a hospital bed feeling hopeless as usual. Yesterday I walked over 2550 steps and was so proud of myself, just to wake up today feeling like death. I've walked only 150 steps today, because I'm in physical and mental pain. I hate not knowing what I'm going to wake up... Continue Reading →
This is just another blog since it’s 2am, and can’t sleep.
So here I am rewatching all of Greys Anatomy. I don't feel tired tonight, I just keep thinking about life and everything that comes with it. Life changes in the matter of seconds. And I hate that factor. I have lived a life that many should have never had to live. But yet I was... Continue Reading →
The real truth
So it's been awhile since I've posted and it's because the cancer finally hit me. It's been hard wanting to talk to everyone like I have been when the truth is, I've lost all this positive hope I had. Cancer fucking sucks. And it's draining me. I've wanted to give up more than I ever... Continue Reading →
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