Well, I'm back to myself just about all the way. And I say that with pride and confidence. I've had a fucking crazy few months but I'm here for the ride I guess. I'll list a few things that's happened, lost a close friend, got off all serious medications I needed to all on my... Continue Reading →
Todays thought’s 9.5.21′
Wow, It sure has been some time since I've made an update about my life and what all has been happening. But I've been busy being a mom and to see how many months have passed already is insane. March?! Thats the last time I made a blog update. What is wrong with me?! Leave... Continue Reading →
Just some thoughts.. Blog Update 3.22.21
Well today I feel like I've been hit by a bus. What they don't tell you about cancer is what recovery from chemo might be like. For me it's been a new battle. I'm trying to be the best mom I can be, yet being that mom is SO hard while I feel like utter... Continue Reading →
Update on life as a cancer patient- March 6th.2021
Well for one thing I am feeling much better! Last time I blogged I was in the hospital with what ended up being a pulled muscle in my chest. Life is starting to resume. I have been able to meet my walking goals lately and I'm in less pain each day! It's nice seeing improvement... Continue Reading →
This is just another blog since it’s 2am, and can’t sleep.
So here I am rewatching all of Greys Anatomy. I don't feel tired tonight, I just keep thinking about life and everything that comes with it. Life changes in the matter of seconds. And I hate that factor. I have lived a life that many should have never had to live. But yet I was... Continue Reading →
Everything that’s happened since my last post.. Chemotherapy Round #6; December 29th.
So basically after I completed my last blog post; I changed. I finally got hit with a bus called cancer. I finally felt all the symptoms I tried to prepare myself for.. but there was no preparing for what had happened. My body wanted to shut down. So to begin, I did one more round... Continue Reading →
Round #4 Chemotherapy Day 1 &2; October 21st 2020
Before I begin my blog my friend Amber created a gofund me for me! Here is the link and know that anything and everything is appreciated. I'm just still struggling with getting state assistance and I still have bills and a little boy to support so even a share helps ♥ : https://gf.me/u/y5pzbj So I'm... Continue Reading →
The real truth
So it's been awhile since I've posted and it's because the cancer finally hit me. It's been hard wanting to talk to everyone like I have been when the truth is, I've lost all this positive hope I had. Cancer fucking sucks. And it's draining me. I've wanted to give up more than I ever... Continue Reading →
Round #3 Chemotherapy Day 3 & 4; September 18th & 19th 2020 *Vlog #3 added at bottom*
So the last two days I have been feeling amazing! If you follow me on Facebook you'll see tons of pictures I've been taking and man does it feel good to be able to do that. I was so sick, and now that I'm not I feel amazing. I feel like I can move again,... Continue Reading →
Round #3 Chemotherapy Day 1; September 15th 2020
I'm back again for round 3 of chemotherapy. I started doing a little more research on what exactly my chemo was and I was wrong about what I thought I was doing. My nurse sat with me and showed me that I am doing something called EPOCHR. It's Etoposide, Doxorubicin, Cylophosphamide, Vincristine, Predisone, and Rituximab.... Continue Reading →