So here I am rewatching all of Greys Anatomy. I don't feel tired tonight, I just keep thinking about life and everything that comes with it. Life changes in the matter of seconds. And I hate that factor. I have lived a life that many should have never had to live. But yet I was... Continue Reading →
Round #4 Chemotherapy Day 1 &2; October 21st 2020
Before I begin my blog my friend Amber created a gofund me for me! Here is the link and know that anything and everything is appreciated. I'm just still struggling with getting state assistance and I still have bills and a little boy to support so even a share helps ♥ : https://gf.me/u/y5pzbj So I'm... Continue Reading →
The real truth
So it's been awhile since I've posted and it's because the cancer finally hit me. It's been hard wanting to talk to everyone like I have been when the truth is, I've lost all this positive hope I had. Cancer fucking sucks. And it's draining me. I've wanted to give up more than I ever... Continue Reading →
Round #3 Chemotherapy Day 3 & 4; September 18th & 19th 2020 *Vlog #3 added at bottom*
So the last two days I have been feeling amazing! If you follow me on Facebook you'll see tons of pictures I've been taking and man does it feel good to be able to do that. I was so sick, and now that I'm not I feel amazing. I feel like I can move again,... Continue Reading →
Round #3 Chemotherapy Day 2; September 16th 2020
Hey everyone! Day 2 hasn't been so bad, I'm feeling much better now and that's a huge benefit. I was so sick I couldn't do anything, so not blowing my nose and coughing every 5 seconds feels amazing. You always take for granted how good it is to not be sick until you get sick.... Continue Reading →
Round #3 Chemotherapy Day 1; September 15th 2020
I'm back again for round 3 of chemotherapy. I started doing a little more research on what exactly my chemo was and I was wrong about what I thought I was doing. My nurse sat with me and showed me that I am doing something called EPOCHR. It's Etoposide, Doxorubicin, Cylophosphamide, Vincristine, Predisone, and Rituximab.... Continue Reading →
Home and feeling good 💗
I am so happy to be out of the hospital! I swear it feels like a prison sometimes. Especially once I'm out I get all my access back so I forget how much I take for granted! The most simple things even. 🤣 But yesterday was a very busy day, but now I have shopped... Continue Reading →
Round 2; Chemotherapy Day 4 & 5; August 22nd & August 23rd 2020
August 22nd and August 23rd Goodness, I tried so hard last night to blog but my body needed rest! So here I am finally! 🤣 I have had so many visitors the last two days. In total I've seen my Uncle Jay, Faith and Robert her boyfriend, Sadie & Miguel her boyfriend, my mother and... Continue Reading →
Round 2; Chemotherapy Day 3; August 21st 2020
Hey everyone! Another great day today! My bloodwork just keeps better and better. I did have a lot of trouble sleeping last night but I don't think that'll be the case tonight. So today went well, I actually slept in til about 11:30am this morning. I could not tell you the last time I did... Continue Reading →
Round 2; Chemotherapy Day 2; August 20th 2020
Today I feel AMAZING! LIKE. I can move, I can breathe, my pain isn't on a 8/9 like it has been for months now! It is amazing! I think the treatment is working. It has to be shrinking for me to feel this good! Omg! I was not expecting this at all. Not in the... Continue Reading →